I'm tired . Absolutely tired . I'm tired of everything . I'm tired of crying , frowning and thinking about the same things , same problem . You know I have no patience to face it but there are no way for me to escape from this "guilty" feelings . It's annoying & disturbing me . I can't read books or sleeping . It bugging me for a while and I hate it . I totally hate it .
And one more thing , is everyone try to run away from me ? I kinda have feelings for that . I feel everyone is try to run away from me and try to ignore me . Ughh I know if I ask them they would answer "No". But I hate this feeling . I know you guys are the kindest people I ever met but you know , people can change. From being kind into evil as devil disguise as an angel -,-'' erghh please guys I don't want you turn to be like that . We are friends right ? We promise to each other to still be friend although we are far away.Pleaseeee I don't want lost my friends again , like I used to have when I was in primary school .
