I feel like I am the baddest person . It's true , people say I am not but who knows , nobody's perfect . If you look at the most beautiful person closely , there's must be some flaw . Everyone has their flaws , if they are flawless , they needn't live in this IMPERFECT world . I am no exception , I have my bad deeds , I have my good deeds too , but I guess I have more bad deed than good deeds . I try to change myself into better person , but it's hard . TOO HARD . I couldn't do it . Time like this I feel I am drown in"valley of regrets" . And I couldn't reach out what I want so badly . Time is rather lost . I am not gain sympathy here , no I never intend to do that because I am not like that . But I tell you this because , nobody's perfect . I used to be a perfectionist and I realize , a small mistake doesn't matter and you have one life and why should I spend with seriousness --- seriousness is needed but fun and joy have too .
I feel glad .
