Hey . Again , welcome to my blog , readers . Wait , I know there are no readers reading my blog , but sometimes I want to pretend they exist . It's no wrong , right buddy? Teehee .
Ramadhan will leave us soon . I am pretty sad but I know Syawal will come .
Dear Lord , I am sorry for what I had done . It is just too hard to leave the unwanted things that we wished it won't happened but it did . I hope You would give me a little ray of hope; as I am trying to get closer to you O Lord . What shall I do ; when there are always something come sooner or later although I tried to resist it ? Maybe it is fate You wrote from when the Time began & before the Earth created . I always wanted to be like other people ; who fluently recite Your Book ; Holy Quran ; But I know I am just a fool ; I am fooled by what world has given to me . I know I oftenly forgot about You , and then I remember you back although the period isn't longer than I ought to . I hate to forgot You , O Allah , but I am neither Prophet nor Angel to always remember You in every situation , whether in happiness or sadness . I am just Your servant , the strength isn't strong enough . Dear Lord , I know , I am not deserve a ''wish come true'' but please do shower Bless to my mother , because she's the one who gave birth to me , share her life with me , share blood with me , the one who raise me up , still loving me no matter how bad I am to her , and please , do give her a strength whenever she feels the life worthless . That's all what I want . As long she's happy , then I am happy enough :') Her happiness is what I want to see , till the day she shall return to You . Bless her with Your Love and Good Deeds :')
Sincerely ,
Qurratul Ain :)
