I haven't text Nadia for almost two weeks . I miss her . I don't know why I didn't say hi to her , maybe because I had such an odd feeling recently . My friends behave coldly and I guess everyone is changing . Sometimes I forgot that they have problems too , like mine . But different story line.
Final exam will started soon on October and I didn't study yet . Nahh I don't feels like to . I hate being lazy because it reflects the ugly side of me , but I can't help it . Somehow I feel like I am the winner of being a loser . Oxymoron eh ? Haha. I absolutely clueless with what I should do soon , which way should I walk in , as I am growing up . Growing up is never easy and happy. Maybe some do thinks like that but I guess it's everyone's opinion . I prefer being a happy-go-lucky instead bubbly . I am not smiley person . My likeablity percentage won't satisfied you enough .
Sighhh. Life is funny and horrid , eh ? I face the music everyday , alone and looking forward for the future . My friends ? I don't know . I love them so much , although maybe otherwise they don't but I hope they do . Pffft .I am such a loner right now . No cool person beside me who can cheer me up with their awesome attitude .
