Longing For..



I feel hopeless
I feel terrible
I feel sick
I feel tired
I feel sleepy
I feel happy
I feel you

I miss everyone.
Everyone that I used to know .
To know them really well.
But the memories only meant to be remembered , not for make it real
Where are they ?
The people that enjoy this life to the fullest , laugh and cry together , sang the sweetest melody 
Now they're gone.
No doubt here.

I tried to erase this negative feeling towards you , but hell , time is evil matter . You can't destroy or change it. The time will flow faster . You can ask it for faster ,but not slower. I wish , I really wish, I could create some crazy yet awesome fairy tale . Now , I miss myself . I miss the old me . Where are you , Qurratul ? :(

Pray ? Yep . That's what I am gonna do . I need peace-ness.

Kbye.