I feel uneasy . I feel a complete mess here . Such a weird feeling inside and I thought I was going to become a hell lot mad . I look around, there's nobody I can talk to-- I wanted that meaningful conversation with stranger . From anywhere . Maybe Europe , maybe Canada.. I don't know and I don't fudgin care . I wish the stranger a whole lot cooler than me and awesome in their own way . I wanted that feel of nearness , and love .
God , let me find some peace tonight and I hope You shall give me a bit of your blessing . 1% would do just fine .