The temperature is higher and hotter , my eyes feel like burning , my hands and feet cold , and I don't feel like to take a bath .
Conclusion : I've got fever
It doesn't mean I get fever easily -- although it's true :P but I get sick of everything that piss me off easily . Normally I didn't care but this time , I am tired enough already to ignore it . People are just mad . Do they have feelings ? I bet they do . But where do they keep it ? Obviously not in their fucking mind . I've seen violence & gruesome things all over the world , yet people still 'like' it . I am not them . I still have compassion over unfortunate people , and it is such a heartbreak to see anyone couldn't reach their dreams :'( I am not being too emotional here , but as a reminder to myself-- I should be thankful every minute of my life . Though sometimes I neglects , I know that's not supposed to happen . I am sorry .
What's this sadness ? A feeling that bring you down , although there are times we cried for happiness . I do enjoy that joyous moment with my family and friends , and you ought too.
Yes -- in all joyness I had , I am actually sick and sad . Lonely and feels colder than ice .
But , do forgive my manners towards you , dear .
I can't , and it is impossible for me to escape from make mistakes .
