Sometimes I don't know what I believe in . Sometimes I wish I am nothing . Sometimes I wish I were the time; so that I am not hurting myself . Time is immortal . Sometimes..... I don't know anything .
Suddenly , I remembered my late uncle . He's already left us 4 months , I still can't believe it. Why life is such a surprise . I miss him . And I know everyone is . I asked my mother , she's look rather calm and smile . I wonder ,why she never let those tears fall down ? But I know ,she's a MOTHER , she needs to be strong for make us happy . I am sorry Mom . I know I am such a terrible daughter , although I did sins but I won't hurt you :') Life must go on . Although without the one we love so much .
Somehow , I deal it with smile on my face . I am not sure if I am being sarcastic or cynical , but I know , I have to breakthrough it someday . And the day is near .
Dear God , am I the most baddest person in human history and on Earth ? I just wanted to know that . But thank YOU for loving me , although I know I am not deserve it . Thank YOU so much .
RIP to my late uncle , may he be blessed by God :') He's in the arm of an angel , and I am pretty sure he's comfort there :) xoxo
QurratulAin :)
