Look absolutely weird . LOL |
Hello .New post again . I think I will often update here . Maybe . Maybe not . I guess so .
Anyway .
I've been wondering too much since I've seen people against my words , but hey-- that's okay . I am cool with it . Anger is absolute sucks . I respect your opinions and you have to respect mine too . So be fair , right ? Okay ? We're cool , aite ? Okay that's good bebeh :D
Okay , what I wanted to say just now ? -- Oh , oh yeah , yes I've been wondering , since when my life become a little bit miserable but at the same time it feels so sweet inside ? I held my tears back , I held my anger back , I held anything as possible as I could . It could break my emotion , burst my eyes into tears and feel break down . Why it is a little things that doesn't matter , bother our whole life ? I am honestly hate what I am doing right now . I am not doing fine at certain times , which it kinda offend to anyone I met . Hey dear , I am sorry okay ? I didn't meant to hurt your feelings , your soul or whatsoever that related to your emotion . I am sometimes can't control myself being such a stupid person . But I'll try . I'll try and try and try to be the very best I could be -- though it hurts sometimes . Forgive me okay ? *puppy eyes* HAHA.
I think too much lately . Look now-- my pimple come and come and never go . LOL . I ^%& hate it !
Lol too much hatred is not okay , aite ? :(
Uhm.
Little did I know I am such ungrateful person .
I am NOT supposed to be like that , am I ?
God , why am I have to be like this-- so full of regret and sigh in her life ?
GOD , please answers my prayers .