I am tired
I am tired being ignorant of everything .
Oh God , why ? I can't bear it anymore . The pain is playing with me . They poke me . They mock me. I fall . I lost .
I look at her , I see a line of sadness on her face . That time guilty has wrap me in .
"I am disappointed actually with our family......"
O Lord these words are killing me. Mother , I know we've been the most terrible family , and everything you have to handle it on your own without anyone else . I am sorry . I am sorry . I did the same mistakes and I repeat it over and over again, yes I am stupid . You can call me whatever because I deserve it . I am no angel to you , I know it already :'(
Mom , here are my arms open wide , embrace you anytime . I love you so much . More than anything in this world . You are my Angel and my Gift .
