I'm tired . I'm pretty tired of everything that goes my way although it's actually the best for me . But how can I stand , how-- can I bear with all this mess ? I realized I am no old woman who taste all bitterness in her life for many years , but at least listen to my opinion .Understand this young heart of mine . Please , I am tired . I am absolutely tired . Disgust can replace this word . Everyone seems ignorant , and I hate it . You have your mind , a precious mind , you can think and you can understand , God has made it for you . But it seems you are so desperate for nothing. Yes for nothing . You actually give yourself a really false hope . You made the mess on your own and you blame everyone for it . Please , I begging you , CHANGE YOURSELF . I will never ask you to be perfect man , but a wiser man . Wiser when it's time for make a decision. That's all I ask . Why feels so offended ? Life is short to be anything but happy , okay ? You want happines -- DO IT THE RIGHT WAY .
