I've changed .
I think I've changed a lot .
A LOT . Yes . To some of you , you may think I am still the same good old Qurratul , but nope . I changed but somehow I feel so glad.
From being so quiet ; to a very talkative and loud
From being so timid ; now I'm random . Way too random , I guess.
I laughed . Basically life is a novel . We are the characters and God is the Writer ; The Author of every details that happened in our life , but the best thing is , we can plan ; but to decide and be it ; only God could. I am no God ; so the ending is up to Him , but surely I will always move on and look forward to the future . Life is all about learning all stages ; every stories that written are the greatest lessons for us . I've learnt a LOT because the example of the lessons is right in front of my life and I've seen it with my own eyes. I witnessed it . People change ; world change ; time fly by . Which one is worse ? ALL. Yes . People change and so do I . I can't be immature forever ; I can't be so egoist forever , so I need to change , just for my goodness sake. That's why there is a phrase "Life only once" . Yes . Life only once and we have to grab all the chances before we spend our last years with regrets .
I've a few of my friends who totally change 100 % . It was okay to me , but sometimes they are not being what they were born to be. I mean , from totally dorky and bubbly , they've became absolute quiet and full of depressions . I wanted to advice them so badly , but who am I to change them . Sometimes I don't have the power to do that.
So , I hope , I really hope , you guys who might read or not reading this , well take a minute for yourself. What are you living for ? What does life means to you ? What does time means to you ? What did you do to make all the things better ? Are we done doing deeds ? Are we ready enough to face the breakdown? Are we ? I'm hoping everyone would take a minute , recalled the times you've spent , a dime you spent , and a deed you did . Rethink back because life's only once . ONCE . No return . Do the best you can and make it out most of possible and remember , always have faith in God :') Because He's the Solver and The Answerer of everything .
May God bless you . Amin :')
