I had this weird feeling lately . I don't know why I feel so blooming inside , it felt like a rose started to blooming and growing . It feels like clouds are blown away by wind , and the sun is laughing in the afternoon . People are walking on the earth with a bright smile on their faces , and they delightfully welcoming the guests . I feel so weird and excited . I just want to scream ! Yes ! I feel I want to burst out and say I LIKE YOU SO MUCH ! But with whom ? I don't even know . Yes . What an odd feelings . I get thrilled and blushing over small sweet things . I think I've became more sensitive and delicate. Haha it's obviously not the real me . I am not like that . I am more into quiet , wild and rebel .
Maybe it is LOVE ? But .. but how shall I get this ?! I don't even know with whom I am in love . It's odd , weird , peculiar things I ever feel in my life . In my 17 years of life . Maybe it is just a beginning of life . Maybe I just too eager to know what life is . I am absolutely confuse and quite hesitated . Oh Lord , You really mysterious . You have Your own way to make the things even complicated but we all love it . Ah , but why do I enjoy it ? Why I feel it so sweet like a honey ? Why I smell it like a fragrance of roses ? Wow , human is complex. I don't even know how to describe this . Oh Wow .
Guess I am being gibberish over small matters . I oughtn't make a fuss of myself . I shall be more relax and calm . Why being so serious ? It is so damn annoying . You don't feel the freedom.
Ah . What a day .
