tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-64417702999126020542024-03-19T02:36:15.531-07:00GALAXY DEFENDERSQurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comBlogger327125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-72155719776932175152013-07-31T06:11:00.001-07:002013-07-31T06:11:26.286-07:00Kesedihan.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Sedih.</div>
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Satu perasaan yang mengusik jiwa.</div>
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Yang menyentuh kalbu.</div>
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Kadang-kadang, ia singgah hanya untuk seminit dua.</div>
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Kadang-kadang, ia singgah hingga melukis luka.</div>
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Duka.</div>
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Saudaranya sedih.</div>
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Memujuk air mata menitik</div>
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bukan kehendak diri</div>
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untuk membasahi pipi.</div>
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Ya Rabb Ya Ghafur Ya Rahim,</div>
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hambamu ini</div>
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tersungkur di jalanan kedukaan</div>
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pilu hati membendung sanubari,</div>
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pudar sudah warna kegirangan,</div>
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hanya pada-Mu</div>
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ku berserah segala kekecewaan</div>
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yang bersulam dalam kalbu.</div>
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Wahai Tuhanku,</div>
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ku tahu Kau dengar,</div>
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ku tahu Kau tahu</div>
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Masa itu milik-Mu,</div>
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maka, ku pohon agar</div>
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Kau hidupkan masa dengan rahmat-Mu</div>
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Wahai Tuhanku,</div>
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Kau tahu yang ku tahu,</div>
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aku ada Kamu,</div>
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untukku mengadu harapan dan resah,</div>
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jelmalah jawapan kepada doa-doaku</div>
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sesungguhnya Kau Maha Berkuasa.</div>
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-"Jangan bersedih, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita!" </div>
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Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-2308359814780657152013-03-31T14:41:00.001-07:002013-03-31T14:45:53.897-07:00Liberty?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Or its synonym is ''freedom''. I'm well-aware that everyone has their own right; everyone has the right to voice out their inner freedom and has an urge to stand up for equality. I won't deny that because it's in fact a something that each one of us has. </div>
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I've seen too much hubbubs lately, which attracted me to think deeper and revalue myself. In my humblest and infirm opinions, I shall say liberty or freedom should has its limit. I know most of you would say I'm being unfair but try to reconsidered what you've fight or fought for. It is worthwhile? Remember why that occurred in the first place; was it really meant or destined to be just the way it is? Most of occurrences and consequences were badly affected by humans' ideology or theories which changed what were No's to big big Yesses. </div>
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If you're alert to current issues or incidents/occurrences in newspaper; you'd see so many malicious and evil actions and one of the reasons was those people were given too much freedom which feelings of fearless and ignorant arose in their soul- so apparently they misused their rights and turned into a gruesome and heartless tragedy. This is sad and a total heart-wrenching to me; as I thought people nowadays were being rather wise and rational; who could use every chances rightfully. However I was wrong. So in my opinion, in this case; we shall give a freedom its limit. Too much liberty could leads to wrong intentions. Humans, you know who we are; we are indeed a flawed and weak; there are times we cannot fight our lust; and let it controls ourselves. That is why we ought to have a little bit spiritual and belief inside; so that we could distancing ourselves doing shameful things. </div>
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I am not very very saint or good, no I'm just as weak as you, and I'm a wrongdoer too. I did wrong and mistakes ; just like you did; but that doesn't mean I can't change. So rethink. Let's change to be better together :)</div>
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Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-59970114609886170082012-07-17T01:36:00.001-07:002012-07-17T01:36:26.075-07:00Spring In Kuala Lumpur<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I remembered long ago<br />You were the stranger <br />And I was a fantasy<br />And the world seems blank <br />Billions of stars wouldn't be mine<br />if I never met you<br /><br />Though the heaven fell in your eyes<br />and that warmth of your kiss upon my cheek<br />The weather still cool<br />The spring always around<br />Roses are colourful<br />Like rainbow after the misty rain<br /><br />It was spring in Kuala Lumpur<br />You and I were laughing<br />tinkling the piano and sang those old melodies<br />often gazing at the midnight skies<br />Oh what a wonderful spring<br /><br />Spring in Kuala Lumpur<br />a season to remember<br />although he was no mine anymore<br />the heartbeat still feel the same way</div>
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Saya pernah rasa kehilangan seorang ayah. Saya pernah menyukai seseorang. Saya pernah merasa manisnya sebiji epal . Saya pernah merasa bagaimana disayangi oleh sahabat sahabat. Saya pernah merosot . Saya pernah gemilang. Saya pernah berharap saya mempunyai seorang kekasih hati yang tampan. Saya pernah merasa kasih sayang ahli saudara. Saya pernah merasai kepahitan hidup. Saya pernah merasai masamnya perasaan itu. </div>
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Apa yang mahu dibicarakan? Adakah saya perlu tunduk dan sujud pada duniawi? Rasanya hanya Sang Pencipta yang layak dipuja dan disujud. Perasaan egois serta meninggi diri pernah juga tertanam dalam diri ini, sehingga lalai. Saya malu pun ada , tapi masih kekal dengan perasaan malu saya. Bukan apa, manusia ini pelik dan kompleks. Rumit sungguh. Saya pun tidaklah mengerti mana. Cuma sekadar boleh beri pandangan yang terbatas. Ah. Apa ini. Apa.</div>
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Namun Ya Tuhan kami, sesungguhnya Kau Maha Mengetahui, dan Pengatur segala rancangan.</div>
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Berkatilah hidup kami.</div>
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Amin.</div>
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<i>He sat alone under the peach trees</i></div>
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<i>But God is Fair</i></div>
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<i>Through laughter we cried</i></div>
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<i>Wordless day , indeed</i></div>
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<b>by: Qurratul Ain (Me)</b></div>
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I grew up with the stories within the pasts in front of my eyes and lots of downs had been brought us to this kind of life. Changes is temporary , live is only once and opportunities do come repeatedly. I've been asked so many times , are you sad ? Somehow I chose not to answer but rather smiled. I did not know what to answer or to be honest , what would be the words. There are zillions of words in this world have been spoke or in the dictionary , but none of them can be the right one. I pitied myself. I had seen ups and downs of their life , and most of all , the one I loved so much, also been distraught. What else can be the solutions ? Sorry , I must've been a fool to tell you these.</div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">It was such a beautiful evening</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Won’t you remember </span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">the times that we had</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">tasted the awfully sweet berries under the tree</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">And under the trees</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">we often cried with joy</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Because we believed so “the laughter is the best medicine"</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">We both had lived a life that full of bliss</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">And lies never exist</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Birdies flew happily above</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Crossing the land of dream</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">the times that we had</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">we were sipping the warm creamy coffee</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">and enjoy some muffins</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">playing around the field</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Lord I miss that moments</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">where all the children happily reaching the stars</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Dream may not come true but blessing did</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">that once upon a time</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">I fell in love with this lad</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">from next town</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">You thought I was head over heels</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">I asked you if this lad could be mine</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">you answered yes</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">I thought it would be such an amazing idea</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">if this pretty charming lad</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">together fell in love</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Now we were old and full of memories</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Every minute , every hour , the scenes of past are playing</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Man, I could have been die from happiness</span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;">if those moments come back and really live</span></i></div>
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</div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-74215998751455030622012-05-11T11:36:00.001-07:002012-05-11T11:36:25.555-07:00Sprinkle Of Stars<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i>am I a fool to be a bubbliest pretender</i></div>
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</div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-44655680249696635982012-05-10T22:53:00.002-07:002012-05-10T22:53:35.625-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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When will I become better than what I am now ?</div>
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I just woke up and being quite exasperated or to be exact; perplexed. Many things had bugging in my mind, an incomplete school's projects, unfinished homework, um what else ? Guess it's all about school work. Sometimes I didn't care about these things , although I SHOULD be. I always pray and pray God will ease my burden, He will, I know , He is testing me right now. I shall wait and wait and keep on praying. I know, there will be answers for this . This problem. This matter that had been stirring into my soul. I was looking for something , I was ransacked all over the places I could have been standing gallantly, but no, there weren't , and I daren't. The benefits of it may be hidden somewhere , somewhere along this line, I know, there will be the time it shows up and being benevolent towards me. </div>
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Refutation of the arguments between me and my inner self is quite in terms of ''perishable goods." Sometimes it is worthy , but the other way it can be risky, depend on how much you urged to get it perfect; and I don't believe in perfection; however , you can encourage yourself to be better person and fix the errors of the past.</div>
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What am I keep mumbling about ?</div>
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No one actually ever come across with this.</div>
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Thank You , Lord.</div>
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Out of the blue, I miss my best friends . They're currently living miles away from me, although we often meet, but I miss the moments we have our breakfast while recess, I miss the times we laughed till the world is annoyed with us , I miss the times we were dreaming away and there were no problems to carry upon our shoulders. No worries , no distraught , no frets , no frown, ah , I miss those moments! Dear friends, do you still remember it ? Can you still feel it in your heart ? In your soul ? How joyous those times we had , until the time was jealous of us , and how we came up with extraordinary and peculiar ideas , oh I miss it ! How I wish you guys do feel it too, I always wish you also feel the same way with me , but who am I to read your feelings and mind ? Indeed , deep inside my heart, I miss you guys. Sometimes I look back at our pictures , and read your letter , it was touching me deeply. I couldn't laugh because it was too funnily sweet like those cloudy cotton candy, I smiled instead.</div>
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These past few days were distressful and I was exasperated with all studies and revisions. Mid year examination is just around the corner and I haven't fully prepared. Anyway , I thank Youtube because it has already been my reinforcement for improving my Mathematics skills-- oh yes I am bad at Mathematics. If I get a D , I would be over the moon. I suggest you to do the way as I do. It is better , and sometimes , it is much more understandable than what teachers had taught you at school. </div>
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Again , these past few days makes me wonder about anything . I met my relatives and regarding to their stories , life and what kind of people are they , makes me realize , I haven't seen much in my life . Sometimes I think I had seen enough , I mean , people's manner and attitude ; there are millions of it. Millions of attitudes and manners in this world , comply with millions people on the Earth , it makes the place where we belong is quite crowded and fraught . However , I am pleased to see , some people do know how to managed and suits themselves wisely according to what kind of situation and place they've facing of; but what saddened me , there are not many of them . Although I agreed ,plenty of them may act just to satisfy community's desire, and the result is , as you can see right now , the world has lesser moral value and sincerity . Sincerity ! Where does sincerity gone to ? Everyone is pretending and most of it just an utter brilliant acting. Vivid humanity has gone gradually , and exaggerates the sick-minded people. Carnage occurred, encouraging the people to murder without thinking the best solutions of the problems. </div>
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First and foremost , today I'm so happy because the problems between my friends has been settled down in positive way , Alhamdulilah , God is Great. I hope there will be no other problems between us, as this year is our last year , we thought of making it colourful , harmony and less problems. </div>
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As my friends and I were discussing about our problems , I realized that life can be quite amusing but tricky. There will be a lot of misunderstanding , and lack of satisfaction towards their attitude or behaviour. That's normal thing , I also am like that , but I tend not to show in front of them , because I know , people are fragile and easily hurt . There are times we try to hold our voice to against theirs opinions/attitude, especially us girls ,well-- most of them , rather keep it inside just for the sake of friend's feeling. I know , but in my frank opinion , we had had to let it out , just tell it straight out. It is better to me. As we were somewhat kind of arguing, I smiled . I had to ask myself thousand times , why did I laugh upon this matter? It is glee-ish and ticklish ? Humor doesn't grew themselves , but some people stated that "the more serious , the more humor you can get." Humor in what way ? It is because we are still growing up, trying to learn and able notice our weaknesses ? I couldn't stop laughing. These are part of life , my mother said. Once we knew the implications of doing so( keep the feeling inside much longer isn't good, okay folks), we have to try to avoid it , though it is harder than the rock. </div>
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Everyone has weaknesses , either me too. I have dreadful weaknesses too , just like yours . There are quite of few times I could not hold it; and burst out and boom ! Emotions control everything. Rational thoughts has been forgotten and suddenly everything went wrong and yes-- regrets had come and haunt us. I told them what I've felt , although they might took it way too solemnly. Anyway , Alhamdulilah , the discussion went great and amazing because we forgave each other and continue befriend back altogether . I love you guys and I am sorry for hurting you by my words , well-- I'm just a human , remember ? Escape from doing mistakes is impossible and never will be ; I hope next time , we all can compromise and become more mature in the future :)</div>
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Pfft. I hate being total honest with someone , as I might want to take care of their feelings , as everyone knows , humans are fragile. That’s why I hate being brutal honest with my friends, I know , they would likely feel down and offended of what I’m saying , while the truth is , I was trying to help them change-- into a better person. I know , they’re going mad or rage out only because of one admonish or an advice . Just a little bit of advice and they will go bananas. Why ?</div>
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But most of the time, I would straight to the point , especially around my friends. I know, it’s going to take a lot of time , just to make sure everything is alright , according to the plan , but at least I didn’t keep it longer . I don’t have reasons to keep it deep inside. I don’t want to troubled myself and mess up my mind with this kind of matter. Everyone has something to do , me either. No exception. Everyone’s gotta have a work. </div>
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So , the point is , just say it ! Just say right to his/her face. But wait ! Some of us didn’t know the proper way to rebuke , they just let it out with yelling and kicking , to show off their bravery. No , my dear friend , that is not the right way to rebuke or criticize your friends. If you’re doing so , you’re an idiot. My suggestion is , just say it ! Face to face.But yeah , there are some of us , always remind people to say ,”if you aren’t satisfied with me , just say it face-to-face lah !” . Sure. Yes . Of course. Everyone would do so. But if you , yourself did not do like what you said , I mean , you also have to face to face with her/him. . Now we can call it “fair and lovely!” Haha. Okay stop. Jokes aren’t allowed here. LOL. Just kidding. Even serious matter have humor. </div>
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So folks ? I hope you do understand what I am trying to say. People will get offended , they will , um hello , we are humans , humans have feelings and they are fragile as glass. Once broken , it’s hard to glue it back. So be careful when you’re going to give em an advice or rebuke them , make sure you’re saying it professional way , politely and not kicking or screaming or cursing.</div>
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It's amusing me when people say I'm a nice fellow. Yes , I can be one of those nicest fellow you ever met, but maybe you didn't know , I can be quite a horrifying wicked person or atrocious. I can be both. Everyone judge me on how I look or how I always come up silent and timid around my friends, that's because I wasn't intended to show off my cocky behaviour. I thought that wasn't the best way of the best ways, because it's just a school and nothing to show off , unless you're bare-faced person. </div>
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I behave myself greatly at school , because I believe , things will get better and relationship between your friends and teachers would be great. Unfortunately , of course, everyone has weaknesses, and one of mine is I like to speak out those cynical words. That's a horrid side of me . I know , they're deeply offended by my words, those evil words , in which commingled with cynical and offensive words but no profanity. That's why I always said, everyone do have weakness ! Either me too. So don't think that I think of myself as a perfect person. I never consider myself perfect, because I knew, I have great weakness and probably it far terrible than yours. When you trying to speak cynically , I don't really get offended because I assume that as an advice. Every cynical or awful words that attacked me, I did not take it as a an insult but rather as a strength. </div>
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Lastly but not least , the main reason why I write this , descriptions of me among my friends are quite amusing and reflect my true personality, but that doesn't mean I am a bad person, I try to be the best of the best , and I hope people can see it . Humanity will mocking the good deed, but appreciating seed of evil.</div>
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P/S: Always have at least shaft of faith in God, no matter if you're a nonetheless quite a liberal person.</div>
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Peace be upon you.</div>
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Goodbye.</div>
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</div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-26846264469138578172012-04-24T03:26:00.002-07:002012-04-24T03:27:31.724-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: justify;">Dear friends,</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: inherit; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;">you must remember this , never too old to learn. Nobody ever said learning has age limit. It is wrong and such a nonsense statement . Are you trying to say , a 60-years-old man can't further his studies ? So you think , it is a compulsory to complete course at the age between 20s ? If you thought so , may I say , you're a narrow-minded person. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: inherit; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: inherit; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;">This is what we called "closed-minded person." They didn't want to think deeper and they chose not to embrace themselves with other opinions , as if it would harm them and their beliefs( if it's related with spiritual or faith or religion). This is wrong. Sure, too open minded can be dangerous and quite risky , if you're stating something that may against their beliefs. Anyway , what I tried to say is , why you're mocking old people if they wanted to further their studies ? Hey hey, never too old to learn-lah buddy ! As Imam Shafi quoted ;</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-family: inherit; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><div style="color: black; font-size: medium; text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="color: #333333; font-family: inherit; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><i><b> Imam Shafi(RH):</b></i></span></span></div><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;"></span></span><br />
<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><i><b>"All humans are dead except those who have knowledge; and all those who have knowledge are asleep, except those who do good deeds; and those who do good deeds are deceived, except those who are sincere; and those who are sincere are always in a state of worry."</b></i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><i><br />
</i></span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;">I agreed, because how can you live without knowledge ? Yes , there are few of us can't even read , for them may poor , but that doesn't mean you cannot learn . Everyone can . World has mind-blowing technologies , smart phones , internet , and what else ? Yes , an Ipad. It is truly magnificent technology made by humans. It proven God indeed is Powerful and All-Mighty. He gave us a precious thing called ''mind.'' Don't be shy to gain knowledge. If so , how can you be wise ? Maybe not in academic , but rather about the world itself. Try . TRY. Don't being too timid . Don't day dreaming too much , as much as I did before . Haha , trust me , day dreaming did helped me failed at doing certain things. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;">Ask an experienced people , then listen to their advice . My suggestions are ; whether you ask your parents , or you ask someone's who has experienced in lots of things ; perhaps a professor, but yeah , I think I'd rather ask my parents , because they are the closest I can get. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;">One more thing , always being patient , although you are in a state of worry or downs of the life, don't take it as a hinder of the progress to achieve success.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="background-color: #fafafa; color: #333333; font-size: 13px; text-align: -webkit-auto;"><span style="font-family: inherit; text-align: -webkit-auto;">I hope you do take it seriously . People nowadays aren't very aware of this , wish could do something to help us out from ignorance.</span></span></div></div></div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-29701985793497441262012-04-23T03:45:00.000-07:002012-04-23T03:45:21.381-07:00Wuutt<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: justify;">What is colder than ice ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">A pointless and nonsense argument between classmates , and it all happened because of one small thing. Stupid ? Yes it is.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">The truth is , everyone is mocking at you and no one really backing you up , but that doesn't mean I have friends behind me , just want to say , people assumes you are immature . Yes and I don't talk with an immature person ,which unfortunately it is you *cough* , anyway , I'm sorry if you're deeply offended of what I've said before , and may God forgive me . That's all. We both have serious matter to think of , right? So stop being envious . You've got nothing to gain. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Okay bye.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Peace be upon you !</div></div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-58415942662706197452012-04-21T03:06:00.001-07:002012-04-21T03:12:24.245-07:00Rethink<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><br />
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<div style="text-align: justify;">What if I told you that I love you ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Would you be surprise ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Would you be unsure of my words?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Or would you even say “I love you too.” ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">The thing is , does the word mean anything to you ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I am not only focusing on I love you but other than that. It could be “I like you” or “Hey.” Sometimes , a “hey” would made someone’s day . Would make someone’s smile throughout the day . Subsequently , just a single word from a somebody’s lip would put an effect to someone. It’s called an affection. Love or crush . A little bit lovey-dovey things, I think so. Perhaps. </div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">What makes me feel so curious , does saying word of wisdom can get someone’s realizing something or wake up from dream ? Nowadays, when someone say a word of wisdom, they would probably label them , especially in Malaysia , “bajet bagus” ,”poyo” , whereas they oughtn’t to simply judge em . Teenagers are given too much freedom and they didn’t chose to think deeper about life . They thought , life’s still young. Of course, sure , you’re 17 yet you don’t know how to simply handle some little problems that piling on your shoulder and your mind, isn’t that a shameful thing to know that a person age like you couldn’t barely think ? That’s why I didn’t much like it when youngsters jump and scream out loud , think they are cool enough and rebel to against adult’s opinions. Indeed, I myself wouldn’t bother what my parents would advice to me if I did something , although they did experienced before. But let’s ponder, shall we laugh at our parent’s thoughts ? Who knows , what they really meant are true. There are few of the advices weren’t really working out or reassuring the youngters , as they grew up with such mind-blowing technologies . </div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">This is our problem. This is what we called “issues of rebellious teenagers” , though me myself is a teenager and have few rebellious characteristics , but not as much as some of them are showing off to. They always make a big rumpus , with serious issues such as bullying , gangsterisme , and acknowledging themselves on what is really happening in this world. Recently , I came across with an article on what are the factors of student acting and behave badly , and some of them are , parents didn’t give enough attention , plus with the feeling of envy of other friends, or lack of love from family . I shaked my head and frowned. Why ? Why they should live this way ? Are the parents that we should pointing finger to ? Or teachers that helplessly do nothing to pull them out from such things ? I am clueless and speechless. Not a word spoken out from my mouth. My mind is silently thinking. Could we prevent this ? The chances are , yes but it’s going to take a lot of times. People can’t change drastically. Even we tried to advice and debate with logical points but that does not mean it works . </div><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">So what ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">What kind of actions shall we take to get rid of this ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;">What ?</div><br />
<div style="text-align: justify;">Rethink , my fellow friends. It’s the time to think and ponder , before it’s too late and become a norm in our community.</div></div></div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-73814950491402579042012-04-21T01:40:00.000-07:002012-04-21T01:40:41.083-07:00Stop Hating<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Okay, let's simply talk out about this one. Why hating ? Why hating your classmates ? Why hating your friend ? Why ? Oh I know the reasons .</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Because he/she has something better than you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Because he/she is prettier than you.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Because he/she has everything that you always wanted.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">But do you even realize that God has give you all of these perfectly ? You already have something unique in you , but you didn't even realize it because you were busy being someone else or you were busy to jealous to other people. Which is wrong because it's the same you aren't appreciating what God has given to you. All of you .... and of course me too. I used to be like you , my friend. I always say I'm the loser because I haven't achieved anything . But oh how stupid am I to act like this. God has created me uniquely in His own ways , why ought I feel so down ? Too humble . I meant , way too humble. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Dear friend, we are all unique and extraordinary in our own ways. Why being envious of others ? Rethink.</div></div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-22744973060050278802012-04-18T04:53:00.000-07:002012-04-18T04:53:09.239-07:00Kesudahannya?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Apa yang dimaksudkan dengan kesudahannya ?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Barangkali tiada siapa mengerti , bahawa , hidup ini ada naik turunnya . Persis kata cendiakawan , "Hidup ini satu ujian" , ya , sudah tentu , akan ada pelangi selepas taufan yang melanda. Apa kesudahan cerita kita nanti ? Adakah ia menuju ke arah yang baik atau sebaliknya ? Manusia , jangan terlalu gopoh gapah dengan masa . Apakah ia digunakan sebaik mungkin ? Fikir dan muhasabahlah diri anda , sebelum terlambat.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: justify;">God knows which way I belong to , which way I oughtn't to go , and which part of me should be shattered away.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">I tried my best to conceal the stories of mine. </div></div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6441770299912602054.post-19888086090041449792012-04-15T09:39:00.002-07:002012-04-15T09:39:18.278-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666; font-family: inherit;"><i>Seen a park at the dark, me for moonlight mellow</i></span></div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><i style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #e06666;">Just a glance then romance, what a lucky fellow</span></i></div><div style="font-family: inherit; text-align: center;"><i style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: #e06666;">A little girl, a little boy, a little moon</span></i></div><i><span style="color: #e06666;"><div style="font-family: inherit; text-align: center;"><i style="font-family: inherit;">A little nook, a little brook, a night in tune</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">While the little stars are gleaming</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">They're dreaming and skimming</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">A little walk, a little talk, a little bliss</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">A little no, a little yes, a little kiss</span></i></div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">And very soon a little touch of wedding tune</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">A little girl, a little boy, a little moon</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Time, a year, tune is here, park his left behind them</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">Happy he, happy she, this is where you'll find them</span></i></div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">A little lane, a little house up on a hill</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">A little Jack who hurries back to meet his Jill</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">At the little door they're kissing but someone is missing</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">A little ma, a little pa creep up the stair</span></i></div></span> <div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">A little lad who looks like dad is sleeping there</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">And through the trees they hear the breeze</span></i></div></span> <span style="font-family: inherit;"><div style="text-align: center;"><i><span style="font-family: inherit;">It seems to croon a little girl, a little boy, a little moon</span></i></div></span></span></i></div></div>Qurratul Ainhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06558411844969808538noreply@blogger.com