I always spend my free time wonder and wander, what my life would be in the future . Would it be better than yesterday , or worse . We couldn't predict , right ? I smile like an idiot sometimes , knowing I had live my life for 16 years and I am so young , too young to think I know everything in this world . I hate to see someone my age, think they are already feel what life is . Hey buddy, you're 16 , and you have this long journey . We don't know what it is like to be an real adult . I always-- yes , I always ask my mother , how do you feel being 57 years old ? She answered , it feels nothing because sometimes our heart tend to feel the youth . I agreed , and I laughed. Wonder what 100 years old would think of this -- I mean-- not everyone could live until 100 , right? Hahaha either me feel quite unsure if I could live until 20 . But anyway , we can't always think about number of age . Time will flow and we'll grow older . No one can stop it . No one can stop us from growing up and learn .
Belief and Faith ,
yes ,actually this is the same things but just words that different . I believe in God , nothing more important than that . Of course I do believe in Angels and Prophets , but I always put God first of all. I'm not religious and never near to it because I'm universal , quite liberal but conservative at times . I know this sounds ridiculous . Haha . Ahh don't know why it made me laugh . Anyway , recently I found the real me . I realize I am no wise man to quote something to repent people because I also made biggest mistakes and I regret.
I don't really believe God lives up above , I believe God lives everywhere . Maybe , He might lives around us , but we can't see it . If you do believe in God , you'll feel God anywhere . You will feel God is here . Sometimes I feel God ,sometimes I don't . Because in Islam , we can't describe the face of God(Allah) . We all don't know . But we will find out sooner or later... in hereafter .
From now on ,I wanted to live a life that so simple but so meaningful . I just want to be happy , be positive and the one who believe in God , but universal at times . Because at the end , we won't have regret .Life is beautiful but some people make it difficult and hard to bare .
That's all :-)
Salam.
