Whenever I perform salah , I feel better , knowing that Allah is in front of me , listen every single prayers I had spoken . Sometimes I feel even safer whenever I perform salah , because I know there are two angels beside me . But I hate myself when I can't push away my horrid thoughts , very very horrid thoughts . O Allah , forgive me . I refuse to do good deeds sometimes , despite my bad behaviour .I am sorry , sometimes I broken Your trust in me because I believed You always wanted Your servant to be better . I am sorry I am sorry :(( I feel so guilty . Oh Lord , if you knew I always wanted to cry , I always wanted to tell You anything but don't know why I kept it .
O Allah , thank You for being there for me . Thank You :')
