I hate it .
O Allah , forgive my thoughts . My horrid thoughts of him . I wasn't really want to say that but how can I help myself . He always ignore You , he always ignore the life . He forgot everything . O Allah pardon me ,pardon me and pardon me . This thought of mine was horrid , unkind . O Allah the Almighty , forgive me :(
O Allah , I have no power so please give him a little bit of light to turn to You . I don't want him to die in faithless and in suffer , no I don't want it :( I'm tired . I am tired . Mom's tired . EVERYONE ELSE is tired. What shall I do ? What ? :(
I've been crying and trying to change him , but I guess he won't change....
That's why I pray , O Allah ! I know Thou know what it is already in my heart . I asked You and I hope You do answers it O Allah .
O Allah , again , forgive my thoughts .
