I don't get it.

Why I have to be ignorant of certain things in life ?
I always praises Him
I always seek a help from Him; but why sometimes I feel down and fret?

I don't get it.
Most of time I know time is passing by and I'm getting older
Death is everywhere
Death is anytime
But why can't I be sincere to do all of these charities?

I don't get it .
I love my Lord
but I didn't seem to show it faithfully
and sometimes I intended to forget His command

I don't get it.
Why must I being so indolent and sloth
Somehow wrath come upon me and say "Dear human, does not you remember , wrath is the destroyer of every faith?"

But I tend to follow my instinct . 

I don't get it.
When will I become better than what I am now ?